i don't know how to study for blocks O: ultimate die. and i have been procrastinating about cutting my hair. not like i'll cut short hair or whatever. i wonder when i'll actually be not lazy enough to go cut. and i wonder when will be the day i have short hair again (again: i had short hair in primary 1 whoo! and bangs in primary 1/3/4).

i think i really lost my camera on the bus. it's not at home. i just hope i'll be able to get another one. i love cameras. captures pictures to remember. all the happy and sad. i really wish i had it at hougang sec today. happy, sad and retarded moments. lots of tears though.

to those who lost: don't worry, you'll get them next time. so just train really hard now.
to those who won medals: good job. so now just train hard to get more medals. if you think you didn't give it your best, the only thing you can do now is to train and do your best next time.

JIAYOU EVERYBODY! for cca/studies/everything!

I AM DONE WITH MY HOMEWORK. WHOO PWNZ! SHALL GO STUDY FOR BLOCKS NOW.

i feel very accomplished now. i have done loadssss of work the past few days. i have crossed out a lot! i swear. look!


from 11 cross out seven. whoo! and only 1) and 2) are due when school reopen. the rest can procrastinate till next week. yey. but still need to mug for blocks. anyway. train hard people. indivs are in 7/8/9 more days!

prize presentation today. everybody seemed to be laughing about some stupid shit luh. haha! it's I who build community. LOL. swish hair and smacks face :D and the diary thing is quite funny too! i think my walking on stage was screwed. tried not to limp already! then left "training" early to go see chinese sinseh about ankle. now it's much better. yay me. oh well. nothing much today, today is just quite slack. whoo!

lost during finals bout. sorry si hui, cannot take revenge for you. but i guess it's ok luh. managed to let everything out yesterday. thanks to everyone who comforted me/asked if i was ok :) for those who lost/got injured: it's ok. you'll get him/her next time. you'll have your chance to fight. in indivs/teams/other competitions. don't be too hard on yourself. you'll do better next time!

OBS! survived manxz. i have 30++ bites and rash. yey. but super shuang to come home and have a clean toilet/toilet bowl, shower as long as i want, no insects (i think). proper food! civilisation! but actually obs was quite fun luh. watch 5 Bo Seng! was in the same watch as si rong, clarine, tammie, natalie, rachel, grace, hui min, jun wei, jocelyn, wan ting, wei min, si lei, shermaine, rui rui. yeah that's everybody i think :] and our buddy watch was Kurt (is this how you spell it?). it's the other half of our class. they were really nice! they shared everything with us, like FOOD! and they were pretty much always high and not complaining as much as us. hehe THANK YOU! ok let's see if i can remember what happened.

Day 1:
ok when we reached punggol jetty, it was super hot and we had to sit under the sun for dunno how long, and as usual me si rong clarine and tammie started complaining already luh. surprisingly i didn't get sea sick on the boat. OH!!!! super evil! it's like because the boat before ours can still fit one more person, i was dragged out of my watch to go take that boat -.- on the bright side, it was a speed boat, so quite ok luh. then when we reached ubin, we had a tour by CHARLES around the place and then had lunch. peanut butter bread! then we rationed food for super long then put our things in the store place blah, drag out all the helmets and harnesses. then had some pretty fun stuff! and then we did belaying!and then trust fall! BOTH WERE AWESOME!!!!! my trust fall thing was quite screwed. i didn't dare to stretch out my legs. haha! then went to pitch tent in the forest thing up in the hill. the tent was surprisingly quite big. but pretty humid that night :( didn't really get any bites. YET.

Day 2:
ok my mind's kinda blanking out. uh... i think we went for sea expedition. yes. i think so. actually i kayaked before so i thought it was quite fun to learn extra stuff like capsizing PROPERLY and T-X rescue :D but we only kayaked around 5km i think? from camp 1 to pulau ketam(?) and back to camp 2. was freezing by the time i got out of the kayak. SUPER COLDDD!!!!! teeth were actually chatteringxzxzxz. camp 2 was actually not as bad as i expected luh. hehe. doesn't have so many slopes to walk up and down. dinner was actually not as bad as i expected. we had noodles + chicken curry and baby corn. sounds gross, but niceeee! and kurt had extra food so they offered it to us :D pitched tent near the beach. i think that was the only night i slept well in the tent cuz it was cooling and the air wasn't still?

Day 3:
woke up washed up ate breakfast then went to build a raft with pipes, barrels, rope. had to learn how to tie knots and lashes. thank you hui min, jia jia and evie for being pro at knots and lashes ;) but still, sadly, in the end our raft failed. shake test passed but kick test failed, so don't need to float test already luh obviously. at least we got to get wet, if not i'll be quite pissed off. we were supposed to jetty jump, but in the end we just pontoon jump -.- swam back as a class. then pack up everything/lunch + dinner blah. BAG WAS REALLY HEAVY! MUST HAVE BEEN AT LEAST 15KG. trekked 1.5km to the next site. we thought it was a really long walk because it was dark and wet and cannot turn on torchlight to attract insects. camp site was rocky so not shuang to sleep on. but at least it was cooling. my watch was supposed to patrol from 10-12. so our tent people patrolled went from 10.30-11. while we were patrolling, i heard this funny sound and i thought it was a goat, turned out it was a toad. so weird, animals don't sound like themselves on ubin...

Day 4:
WOAH THAT DAY WAS KILLER! TREKKING/LAND EX. but we actually already walked less than other watches/mobiles, but still, carrying backpack up and down hills was exhausting. washington got to swim in the quarry luh, unfair. but still, it was a nice view. saw carrie at the quarry checkpoint. HAHA! she wore fbts and got a billion bites. swollen ankle was gross please. NOT PLAYING TOMORROW :( in the end we survived and were back at camp 1 with shower and everything. we pitched our tents but RAIN!!!! so sleep in multi purpose hall. really windy and nice to sleep! but now i have sandfly bites on my face O:

Day 5:
GO HOME! SERIOUSLY THAT WAS THE FIRST THING EVERYBODY SAID WHEN THEY WOKE UP. EVERYBODY WAS SUPER HIGH. PACKED UP AND EVERYTHING THEN ROCKCLIMBED AGAIN. IT WAS MUCH TALLER THIS TIME ROUND, BUT NONETHELESS FUN. TOWARDS THE END LEFT RUI RUI AND DONGFANG TO CLIMB. THEY TOOK SUPER LONG TO CLIMB AND CLARINE AND TAMMIE BELAYED THEM FOR REALLY REALLY LONG. AND WE HAD TO SHOUT AT THEM IN CHINESE WHERE TO STEP AND EVERYTHING. BUT IN THE END BOTH OF THEM MADE IT! SO EVERYONE FELT REALLY HAPPY AND WENT HOME AND HAPPILY EVER AFTER.

i miss obs a little bit luh. all the random retarded moments i guess. but i'll never go back again. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!